8:08 pm
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
things that pop into my head
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Michael Jackson...hmm. what pops into my head when he's thought of?

<3 when i was young, used to be my prince charming. my knight. i always thought he's such a handsome and gentle creature.

<3 i have his tape, Dangerous, somewhere, but thrown away already. would watch many many times last time, just idolizing him.

<3 so cool when he performs and makes everyone fall to their knees for him.. is he putting a spell on everyone??

<3 kesian him.. went through life the hard way, though seemed like he had everything.

<3>one time, he had a nice look already. just the right amount of plastic surgery. not too fair skin, dreamy eyes, sharp looks, tad sharp nose, curly shoulder length hair. then went downhill from there.

<3 i love his songs!! too many to list them all down. but the standout for me.. is the Earth Song. just gets me choked up all the time when i watch the video and listen to the song. it just makes you realise that there's so much happening around you, bigger than you, bigger than the things we worry about nowadays. and to remind us to love our Earth.

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain.. .
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Hey, what about yesterday
What about the seas
The heavens are falling down
I can't even breathe
What about the bleeding Earth
Can't we feel its wounds
What about nature's worth
It's our planet's womb
What about animals
We've turned kingdoms to dust
What about elephants
Have we lost their trust
What about crying whales
We're ravaging the seas
What about forest trails
Burnt despite our pleas
What about the holy land
Torn apart by creed
What about the common man
Can't we set him free
What about children dying
Can't you hear them cry
Where did we go wrong
Someone tell me why
What about babies
What about the days
What about all their joy
What about the man
What about the crying man
What about Abraham
What about death again
Do we give a damn
9:18 am
Thursday, 25 June 2009
B H - syndrome
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Repeated episodes of emotional stress
triggering onset of symptoms of
acute chest tightness, palpitations, heaving apex beat, dyspnea,
dysphagia, nausea and vomiting.
relieved temporarily by.. good news.

i think i have
Takotsubo cardiomyopathy.


can somebody ECG and angiogram me up?

10:56 am
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
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9:00 am
Saturday, 20 June 2009
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snappy, my pet doggy.. my cuddly wuddly...
i always had him for as long as i can remember.
but i came home, snappy was not to be found..
"ARGH!! where is he???"
he's not on my bed anymore, he's not in the boxes, he's not at the shelf.
think he's already thrown away by my mum.
that's why i say don't simply throw away my old stuff!
i really really really really really need my snappy, especially now.
so devestated.. =(

6:44 pm
Friday, 19 June 2009
kim hyun joong
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kim hyun joong..

7:42 pm
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
scared scared
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going back tomorrow, flight at 6.45 am to London Heathrow, then 12pm to KLIA..
although i've been saying how i can't wait to go bak, i am actually so, so terrified.
of what?
i don't know.. mostly everything.
terrified to the core.. i hope i survive the times in malaysia. fingers crossed.
2:33 pm
Thursday, 11 June 2009
penny and charlie =)
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they're supposed to be vampires. =p
dancing to hip hop Single by Beyonce..choreographed by Tiana Joubert.

about inner struggle between friends...
sniff sniff
11:43 am
post exam
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exam ended for me yesterday. pls pls pls pass... =(
would i say it was a greatest relief? err... not right after lar.. cos i thought osce was quite crap.. also cos i am so so shit and geram with one of the station!! the station was fluid prescription, and the examiner kept delaying me.. i only have 5 minutes, limited time, to calculate everything and prescribe lor.. stop asking me what am i doing and explain to you what i am doing when you are breathing down my neck, looking at me calculating and i am clearly rushing to calculate the fluid, potassium and sodium he needs, and have to write in the fluid chart some more.. didn't even complete the chart.. argH~!!!!! You, Black circuit station 5 lady, you watch out.. =(

just went with few of my year's people for quickie dinner at TGIF =D

my first meal aft exam.
it was so-so...

daryl and ayomide.

lin foong and veronica



and the guy in red-chee kit

that makes a bunch of us.

then at night, went to ta-sing's and veronica's place for a while, and chatted with huiteng till it was time to go home. thanks ta sing and veronica for walking us 3 damsels back home.
our bodyguards..haha
streamed and watch movie on this new Korean and Jap drama website huiteng told me about. probably been around for so long, but then only now i found out about it..hehe. ulu..


watched 2 movies and few eps of So You think you can Dance Australia (US wan better of course..). one of the movies, Speed Scandal highly recommended!! So ..so... so.... CUTE and funny!!

in love with the sweet story. and the cute little boy.. feel like wrapping him up and giving him to myself as a present.. =D please please watch it ok. i will provide the link.

nah, jus click that wan-----------------> SPEEDY SCANDAL

ok, now you are ready to watch!
enjoy! tell me about it k!
watched movies and episodes till the break of dawn, serious. till it was bright when i went to sleep. aih.... feels nice with no guilt feeling to have to study and stress..

11:27 am
Tuesday, 9 June 2009
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You are not a memory anymore
There's a ray of light upon your face now
I can't look into your eyes
And I never thought
It could be so simple
You can hear the music with no sounds
You can hear my heart without me knowing
I can't cry in front of you
Cause you're not afraid to face my weakness

When we'll wake up
Some morning rain
Will wash away our pain..

When we'll wake up
Some morning rain
Will wash away our pain..

Cause it never began for us
It'll never end for us
10:46 am
Sunday, 7 June 2009
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why is it,
that when something terrible happens, the devil brainwashes you to believe
that everything will be ok and is for the better..
and when you least expect it, spits at you and disappears..
and leaves you with intense pain..swirls of ugly thoughts.. with the disgusting truth..
and makes you destroy anything that comes your way?

what good is it for you, you devil?


12:41 am
Wednesday, 3 June 2009
siau siau!!
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this brightens my day muchie muchie.
nothing better than losing all inhibitions & having plain fun ya!
i also want!!!!

..can someone be my singing partner?.. hehe

8:22 pm
Tuesday, 2 June 2009
i want you
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Hot-tempered with the shortest fuse, You..
You're such a mess with an attitude, You..
You're working hard, but you're paying more, You..
You never talk if you don't have to
You got a job, but you hate the man
Who takes it all like Uncle Sam

I want you, you, you, you-you, you-you
I, I, I-I-I, I want you

Out of gas, so you walk for miles, You..
To pick me up in your worn out shoes, You..
You never settle, never take too much, You..
You count on me, just like I count on you
Kiss me, like when I first saw you
I figured out I couldn't be without you

You, you, you, you,-you, you-you
I, I, I-I-I, I want you

You're so hot-tempered with the shortest fuse
You're such a mess with an attitude

You, you, you, you-you, you-you
I, I, I-I-I, I want you
I want you, you-you, you-you
I, I, I-I-I, I want you

No one will else will do
*I want* No one makes me smile
*I want* No one gets me how
I want no one else, it's you
You, you, you

I want you, you-you, you-you
I, I, I-I-I, I want you

You and me, walking together
Screwing up, for worse or for better

You, you, you-you, you-you
I, I, I-I-I, I want you