11:27 am
Thursday, 25 December 2008
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it has been an emotional rollercoaster for the past few weeks..pretending i'm fine, seeking refuge in every possible way, answering the hardest questions and now,
the storm has finally passed.
i'll be leaving to Rome tomorrow with a contented heart and missing *Kevin* dearly..

is it really possible to smile from ear to ear?
let me try..
oo.. can oh!! hehehe

oops, before i forget,
Merry Xmas to all!
and Happy New Year!!!

2:06 am
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afraid to show my true feelings .. it would just lead to questions.
that's why i don't pour my heart out here.

and please, don't ask..
i'll just say i'm ok eventhough i'm not.
and i don't want to talk about it.
makes me sick to the stomach.
so why bother?
the more u try to dig out info from me, the more i want to slap you.

officially the worst christmas, thank you.
5:18 pm
Tuesday, 23 December 2008
tong yuen
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super SS(syok-sendiri) pictures straight ahead.. don't say you haven't been warned.
transformation of "dont take my picture i'm shy!" Hsu Phie, with the wrath of the camera! bwahaha!!
(eek.. she's going to kill me for putting up these pics..)

sweet couple picture.

manja picture..( this is for u, Puvesh. )

try to be cute picture, with Hsu Phie's feet on my right shoulder. and those aren't my knees... =.=

the killer look.

the zombie.

the seductress.

Calvin Klein? DKNY? FCUK maybe?

and lastly, happy picture! =D

after SS-ing, had dinner together. Jeng Haw debut his master chef cooking skills by cooking for Hsu Phie for the first time...
after days of La Tasca buffet, force-feeding chocolates, overdosed hotdogs and burgers and choc waffles from christmas market, time to cook clear clear food, cheng cheng more like it..
courtesy of TESCO, reduced price section. Thank you!!

mixed vege.

steamed pork with black beans. yummy

grilled trout.

and special appearance by the guest itself, Hsu Phie!
baked her lemon butter cake for us for desert..

*ouch.. please dont kill me ... =(*

apparently this is my "morning look" when i come out of my room everyday for class. housemates proclaimed.
ok lar.. i shall try to keep a neutral face next time ok?

next day's plan (Sunday) -
<11am> go Jay's church watch him perform.
<2pm> make tong yuen!! =)

usually at home, we use the coloured tong yuen. got green, pink, yellow.. this time around in our humble home of Belfast, its special.. got groundnuts inside! hehe

the tong yuen masters..

look like fishballs floating from here.

waiting to be served.

traditionally, suppose to start eating with 3 first..or is it?
oh well.. whatever (someone quotes)
bon apetit! =)
9:28 am
Friday, 19 December 2008
welcome so-p
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it has been a very long week for me. dragging my feetday after day just to get by. but out of it all, there were a few good things that happened.. and it made me realise that there are people i could really rely on near n far. and that i am not alone, never was. love u all so much.. *beam*
one of the good things that happened this week involved somone gracing us with her presence. hm... take a guess? *according to the title* =p

jenghaw's friend from dundee. always see her in imu and she's just a bundle of joy. its nice to finally see her again. so hard to get a good picture of her though.. won't let me take her picture. chis
she joined us for our christmas dinner.. La Tasca.
grabbed the Tapas for a Tenner..= unlimited tapas (def:a wide variety of small dishes often served in Spanish bars and restaurants as hors-d'oeuvres or cocktail snacks)
for ten pounds! okok..it may sound exp.. but its like buffet. rm53 for a special christmas buffet among friends?
y not! =)

food was delicious, love the cheese bread! and the paella with the mushrooms just hits the spot! even the ambience was really nice.. very romantic and relaxing ..with candles every where.

finally, so-p's pretty face caught =)
12:55 pm
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
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in the midst of my darkest of dark,
i'm striving to find a flicker of light..
just a tiny glow, no matter the insignificance.

once eyes set upon it,
hope begins to warm me.
but every time i come within reach and try to grab hold,
it leaves me.
teasing me, taunting me,
fooling me .....


8:30 am
Saturday, 13 December 2008
post-housemates' exam
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Types of signs after exam - game-seeking, sleepyhead or stun/confusion.

Playing Tap-tap Revenge on the iphone, a good way to destress. the game is alot like O2Jam..upbeat songs played with many ball-ball falling down with the line, and tap at the baseline.

Alternate way to de-stress, taking my pillow and getting creative =.=

Supposed to go Tony Roma's.. but it was packed!settled with Springsteens.. a house of ribs.

my ribs.

sealed the night with Starbucks.. stood firm on not ordering starbucks punya hot choc.. saving myself for the best hot choc the nex day *grins*

a pretty picture. reminds me of mine and kevin's paired love cups ..

post-housemates' exams...

pre-crash & burn .....unguarded.

poor little girl u ...
poor little girl.
10:07 am
Friday, 12 December 2008
7 more days
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7 more days and counting to 20th dec.. till my 2 week Christmas holiday starts! finding it hard to stay focus during teachings in the hospital when.. there are Christmas decorations at every corner of the ward. Glittering Christmas trees, smelly socks hanging everywhere, Christmas tunes played in the air.. and today, Santa Claus paid a visit to Ward 9 North (which is the Cardiology floor) going "Ho Ho Ho" to all the patients and nurses! but i think he's one of the nurse staff.. or even the doctor. cos halfway through he was flipping through Kardexs and giving the patients their meds =.=

i'm so submerged in a festive mood but have to stay afloat to finish up due work before next week ends. 2 General Medicine case reports. kinda finished up one of it liaw.. just in dilemma what to write for diagnosis.. .. , and 1 Cardiology case report, where i took up a patient who has Wolff Parkinson White Syndrome.. which is super rare disease! only 2% of general population has it. cool right?? either that, or i'd be digging my own grave choosing to write this kind of case. Nevertheless, it definitely helps to finish up your work.. when ALL of your lovely housemates are having end of posting exams this week. *stresssss*

Jay's having Obs & Gynae exam, Jia Li having Oncology exam and Pat & Jeng Haw having GP & Geriatrics exam..(gambate guys!! u all can do it!)
can feel the fume of stress suffocating the house. and i'm pulled in..cos i have nobody to kacau! today's last day of their exam dy.. let's celebrate once today ends k! =D

5:16 pm
Monday, 1 December 2008
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Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if
I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and
everything is temporary
rest your head
I´m permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh God is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say

Will you think that you're all alone when no
one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and
everything is temporary,
rest your head
I´m permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry